I’d love $myhandle.sucks but alas the domain registrar decided to charge extortion rates in the hopes that large companies register their own domain to prevent hate sites >_>
Incidentally, if the $185,000 you're about to spend on a new gTLD registration is bringing you down, you could use the money to register icann.sucks instead:
$HUGECO can and likely will still buy it as an insurance policy against the costs ever dropping to the point that mortals might afford it.
$ whois google.sucks
...
Registrant Organization: Google LLC
...
Name Server: ns4.googledomains.com
Name Server: ns2.googledomains.com
Name Server: ns3.googledomains.com
Name Server: ns1.googledomains.com